new twist to an old story

Well my life has taken a new twist in the past week - something pretty unexpected so now I need to shift gears and change a mind set.  It involved pain and some heartache but as I said before in that wilderness - how am I going to deal with it?   I can so feel prayers of my close people as things are feeling better inside, but have to rely on God for each moment of every day - if I lose sight of Him, I go down.  Reminds me of a song by Twila Paris called "The Warrior is a Child".  Sometimes people think I am strong and I can be, but sometimes the warrior in me runs home when I fall down, and it gets hard to get up again and again.  God is in Control and He sees all & knows all before we do and we can fall into His arms to be comforted and get a big pep talk to go out again.  I can't do this on my own - always need His help.